Sunday, January 17, 2010
Where do I begin?
I guess it all starts with my mistakes. I was only 16 when I had my first daughter, and I guess I just wasent ready as a teenager for the responsibilities of motherhood. My parents tricked me into getting gaurdianship of my three girls and for good reason. I wasn't making the right decisions and put myself and all the "experiences" that I would miss out on before my children. I just don't get how many times I need to say that I'm sorry? Why do I feel like I have to continually proove my worth as a mother to everyone and when will I be able to have my girls back in my life for good?
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Mommy guilt, it is there mistakes or not.
ReplyDeleteSo true So true.
ReplyDeleteShould I feel guilty about not being able to provide for my kids the way my parents provided for them? What do you think?
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ReplyDeleteI think that as long as you learn from your mistakes and grow.Its so important to put your kids best interests first above all else in your life right now. dont be guilty or resentful be grateful that your parents stepped up thats not always easy. Always remember that they are still grandparents. Which isnt always nice for anyone. First its not nice for them cause they cant just be a grandparent that spoils them and sends them home they're responsible for those girls 24/7, the girls are cheated of a grandparent who spoils em', and you're compared to a parent who is a grandparent. As parents we're still learning and most grandparents have learned their lessons as parents and realize you dont have to be so harsh, its ok to be the hero, to pick their battles, all the stuff we're still figuring out. Or theres the grandparent who is still the same as they were havent changed havent learned and that would affect you and the girls as well. Just work on you as a parent, put the girls first, work on your relationship with them. It will get better!!
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